I Find Myself Wanting (An Explanation in Three Parts)

I. I Find Myself Wanting to advance the cause of sustainability and stewardship of the environment. To be a proactive artist/activist. To engage the community in social practice art that creates an awareness of our interdependence.

II. I Find Myself Wanting; acutely aware that habits, faults, and inclinations hinder the advancement of my ideas and ideals. That the better angels of my nature are waging battle with ego and self-interest (see “Ergo, the Ego,” “Big” and “Bigger”); fighting the forces of entropy.

III.I Find Myself Wanting – a hamburger. No, a cheeseburger. Fries. Diet soda – screw that, this is no time for restraint – a very large chocolate shake, and an apple pie. A cigarette, a spicy Bloody Mary, a hit, a brew, a cigar, followed in short order by a double espresso.